decision.x

in class today i decided (and i have decided so much lately, oh yes) to finally for now forget about theses in the sense of determining direction and instead allow that to arise - if it will - from what i read, write, exercise and experience in the next couple of months - and then interpret. i think i already said that's what i wanted - well. that's what i'm gonna do.

scribbling such to joseph grigely on someone else's notepad in the back of the exchequer later. approval. yes. i might see if he's willing to be my second reader... he suggested that i come up with a different word for what i'm doing here - blogging doesn't really cover it. undercut it.